I'm feeling a little sorry for myself...even though I try not to and realize that I really have very little to feel sorry about. My life is blessed. My life is full of sooooo much good....despite the cancer. But there are those little naggy things that I'm having to deal with that are bringing me down...just a little.
Like....
the sores in my nose
the constant bleeding whenever I blow
the bone pain
the gas pain
the cold sweats during the night
the headache
the loss of my nose hairs
not to mention my "head hair"
A friend gave me a small supply of some green herbs to help me get through the toughest times....I'm becoming more and more tempted....I really am.
For now...I try to stay focused on the fact that I'm not the only one going through this crap and that really....my story is pretty minor. I mean seriously....I didn't even lose a complete boob....I have an indentation and a scar (well two) but really....it's been pretty darn good to date.....in the whole scheme of things.
And I will get through this crap...there are no other options...well there are, but....we're not taking that one....so we're stuck on the road that we're on....which is a good one.
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